Australia

Went to see this with Mom. We both enjoyed it, very much. Baz Lurhman knows how to film a movie, and make his actors look beautiful. Not that Nicole or Hugh need help with that. Definitely worth seeing...

Quantum of Solace

My friend Sue and I, went to see this , this past weekend. I was a little disappointed, I felt the film makers emphasized the sub plot over the main plot, of revenge of Bonds Girlfriend Vespar from the last movie... Daniel Craig is fantastic. So the movie wasn't a total waste. The first one was better I thought,, can't wait for the next one though.

Hulk Vs Thor

Hopefully they do it right and Thor kicks butt.. He was always my favorite

Light on a Knife ******

Flick Flick, Flick flick
My eyes slowly open,
to reflected light from across the room,
sunlight from my kitchen windows stream in
Flick Flick
A warm wind blows in,
moving the blinds back and forth
Flick Flick, flick flick
The soft breeze feels good across my skin.
sending chills, goosebumps running
Flick Flick
Light is reflecting across a silver knife,
causing flashes of light to hit my eyes.
Flick Flick, flick flick
I stare at the knife,
never moving from my bed,
just watching the knife. move
Flick Flick,
mind and body relaxed,
never moving,
just staring at the knife.
Flick flick, flick flick
thinking about the knife,
shiny and clean.
I can't stop thinking about this knife.
Flick flick
What will it feel like,
to have my blood pouring out,
will it hurt? !
My mind races with thoughts of this knife!
Flick flick, flick flick
The sun seems to be playing Morse code across my eyes
Tap tap, dot dot dash dash or
Flick Flick, Flick Flick
Should I use the Knife?
Will It hurt?
What does it all mean?
Where did it all go wrong?
Flick Flick, Flick Flick
Phone Rings
breaking my contact with the knife
Flick Flick
it's Mom
I guess I'll think about the Knife some other time
Flick flick.



This was an actual event in my life, a few years ago. I'm sharing this for several reason. I had to get this out of my head. I can still recall this morning very well. BUT more importantly, in case ANYONE is feeling like succumbing to the abyss, stepping over the edge. DON'T, it will get better. Suicide or rather the thought of it, has followed me, for a long time. I thought about it, talked about it, and yes planned it, a couple of times. I'm glad I never went through with it, Reader TRUST me. It will get better, Little Steps. Small decisions. That's all it takes . One after the other. And most inportant, there are people who will help you,, care about you. Reach Out!

My Life is so wonderful now. I have finally put the past away. I think, I don't forget, but I can move on now. Since this day, I have journeyed all over the World! New Zealand, and France. Met some wonderful people, who have become dear friends,, reconnected with old friends, and of course, fell in love,,, with ME!!! Hopefully this was written well( I tried), enough to get my point across. Here's to making more of my dreams come true. Namarie for now

My New Obsession

Comic books were my first love, and this bring them to life,,I created my own hero,my own team , and I can't stop playing. Watch and see, or better yet, join in,,,,, M